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Most of What We Remember

by 2003ub313

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1.
On no oh no No my well is broken It doesn’t hold anything Spit dry sand from my mouth This was supposed to be everything All I could dream Yeah, but it holds nothing for me I don’t want to trust in myself anymore Yeah anymore Cause all I’ll be drinking Is streams of destruction Oh no oh no I cannot rely on broken – misshapen memories This will not sustain – this will not sustain It will not remain – it cannot
2.
One carnal thought, slip of the tongue, or outright Lie to hush my soul from letting me know that I’m overcome Analyze and inspect the cause of all this selfishness, though never blaming self This is my fault, all my own fault, not owning up to the unwelcome fact I’ve welcomed all along I’ve lost my hold of all my control, not really lost at all, just given up everything I owned So take this thought, take this deed or whatever it may be Grab it by the neck and throw it down and drag it hastily Into the center of the light within the center of my life There’s going to be a killing here – but it won’t be me Lying down, laying dead upon the ground Oh no, I’ll stand cause you enable me to stand And you allow me to fall but then you pick me up again And this is how I learn I’m nothing without you This ain’t right – it’s not all right It’s gone too far for me to fix it So once again you must remind me It’s never been within my reach To right myself, to come off clean So right my spirit and create a new heart in me And it may take a long long while But I’m waiting and still, I’m yielded and still I told myself, we told ourselves That it wouldn’t end like this but now it’s looking just like this This is all I can take, grab the hammer – drive the stake Into the heart of every piece of me that’s pulling me down This means murder, this means kill and walk away This means freedom from myself and a longing for a change This means murder – this is murder – the only way out past myself is liberating murder
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Binary 04:25
We've circled this mountain long enough for the both of us to be there and back again - to be there and back and there and back and we've straddled this line, feet planted firmly on both sides, and kept walking and said nothing for far too long. Roll back your sleeves and apply a little elbow grease. You and I are going to cut against the grain, stop doing things the same way that they've always been. Someone should do something but right now if we're the only somebodies we see, then I guess it's up to you and you guess it's up to me. Yeah, it's up to you and me. Last time was the last time that we go around and come around again. Last time was the what time? The last time. And it may be frustrating and it might be a mess. This might stretch us to the snapping point, yeah, this might be a test. But we won't snap and we won't break and in the end it will make us say, "It doesn't get any better than this." This is not about letting go. It's not about you and me. This is taking hold of life that truly is.
4.
I once bled but now instead I’ve got a callous and a scar and I’m not bleeding And a new suspicion that my heart is soundly sleeping My blurring memory longs to remind me Of days when I was alive, awake, and I still had feeling Why can’t I bleed my emotion ignore my own self sympathies Snuff out my indifference sing of hope yeah sing a song of praise Warm your hands bring me back to life Oh I know I’m greater than this, yeah greater in your sight
5.
It’s guaranteed that this is going to hurt while My heart is ripped and scattered with goodbyes and My weary soul just longs for sleep – the cave-in’s close And it’s killing me to see how young I am, and how far I came And how long I still have yet to go I already know I feel more alive When I get hit swinging – when I put up a fight I know it’s comfortable to be content But cowardice brings defeat so effortlessly So I’ll take pain, I’ll painstakingly Take the pain as that which sets free Cause I can’t get out without a fight It may take a knife stabbed through my heart along with a goodbye That is so bittersweet it seems caught between my dreams and reality Wake up to find that I’m alive only when I start to bleed
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Desperate times will always call for desperate means – but this is the worst I’ve seen Come take a trip with me up the mighty Mississippi to Nicollet Island Go ahead, take a look around and report back what you’ve found Leave no cobblestone unturned in this silent old ghost town It appears to me that this pretty scene is really just a lie I think we’re in for a surprise – I think there’s more than meets the eye Kick the can, ghost in the graveyard, Annie Annie Annie I over all these things should be going on While uncle Bob is out firing up the grill and aunty Sue cleans up the patio, and cousin Kip is stuck mowing the lawn So where are all the people? They’re gathered underground Go back past old man Joseph’s tool shed and take a look around Just push aside the brush pile and tiptoe down the stairs And let your eyes adjust to flickering lights, your lungs to musty air And tune your ears to hear, in the eerie silence, a low and distant hum Accompanied by the pop and hiss of capacitors that slowly charge And the release like the firing of a gun The brightest and the best are all at CERN but rest assured The second best are here Standing by to power up and throw the switch and pull the plug And watch all you know suddenly disappear There’s a fine line between madness and genius There’s a fine, fine line between terror and science And they say they can build a particle accelerator And they say they can make a black hole And they say if they don’t get a ransom for every single one of us Then they say it’ll swallow up the world It’s pretty simple, all they’ve got to do Is isolate and antiproton and a proton in a tube And then accelerate until they reach some near luminal speed And then collide to create a singularity

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released October 1, 2009

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2003ub313 Minneapolis, Minnesota

Andrew, Matt, Jason, and Chad play screamy punk rock about life being rad. Really rad. Turns out knowing Jesus is super awesome - better than we could've imagined. Let's turn it up and yell about it.

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